who I am.

I want people to like for who I am, not for who I pretend to be. I don't want to be a cheerful act everytime, when in the inside, I'm hurting badly. I don't want to make everybody around me happy when I, myself is hurting. I don't want them to vent their angers at me, without permission, that will make me stress. I don't want to pretend to be someone who I am not at all. I don't want to try to fit in, when I don't. I don't want to forget about the negative things, I just can't. I want to, but I can't. Everytime I'm alone, it just comes to me. Everytime when I'm trying to sleep, everything comes to me. I don't want to be a strong girl that people think I am. I'm just a weak hearted girl. I am not strong at all, but I try to be, and I hate that fact.

my sms bill is bursting, thanks to a girl named farisha.