Obsessive.

Obssesion has got the better of me sometimes.
Sometimes, I feel like flying into a rage.
It's just so frustrating, I feel like pulling all strands of my hair out.
Alot of people know him, I know he is only an idol, but.
He's so perfect in every way.
When people like him, I will be possesive.
My heart will be torn into pieces, bleeding.
It's like, I should try to accept reality.
I shouldn't be like this.
Oh, what should I do.
Eversince I knew him, I changed.
Like, the obsession and possesive part.
I want to be normal.
I just want to admire him, not love him.
I'm confused.
I'm not composed as before.
-Sad-